#narcissism

30. Something you’re happy about?

Puppies! (via)

29. Where is your best friend?

See #25, in which I explain that I do not have a single best friend. I’ve got a group of people who I’m really close to in NY, and I have a few in NH as well. A couple of my besties ended up in Boston for college, so I have some there, too. 

28. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

I’ve broken exactly two (to my knowledge). Both times I felt awful.

27. Are you happy with life right now?

In the overall grand scheme of things? Yes. I’m getting a top-notch education at my dream school (and I love my major), I’m friends with some of the coolest people on earth, I love my job as an RA (and because of it I have a baller apartment), I do okay with the menfolk, and I never have to go hungry.

At the moment? Maybe not entirely. I’ve had a really rough semester and because of that I haven’t been able to be there for my friends, something that is incredibly important to me. I don’t get to spend enough time with them and I don’t have the emotional capacity to be a support system. I have made no effort in the guy department (and have even pushed a couple away) because I just don’t have time to be someone’s girlfriend. Things with my parents have been strained at times, and I’m also put in the middle of them and my brother when they have a falling out.

BUT when this semester is over, my classes will be easier and I will have free time for friends and yoga and maybe even dating. And other things (like my parents, financial worries, etc) won’t bother me as much because I’ll be zen and probably getting laid more. So. Is it winter break yet?

26. Is your best friend a slut?

I refuse to participate in any kind of slut-shaming.

25. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?

I’ve actually been thinking about this lately, and the answer is no. I have people who know very different aspects of me, and have a vague understanding of the other parts, but no one who gets the whole picture. I’m kind of okay with it? I can talk to different people about different things, instead of only having one “go-to” person.

24. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?

I’d like to think I’m a little too young to have already experienced The Best Night of My Life. Putting that aside, I have a couple of questions:

  • Will I realize that I’m living the night on repeat for the rest of my life? Or will it feel like a new experience every time?
  • Do I go about my daily business and then that awesome night happens, or is it just all party all the time?

I don’t think I can adequately answer this question without clearing a few things up first. 

23. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?

I have been called many things, but never scrumptious. I think I’d be concerned if someone called me that.

22. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?

Yes, but I’m usually the big spoon so it doesn’t happen often. What? Stop laughing! I JUST LIKE BEING BIG SPOON, OKAY? This has actually been a point of contention with some guys. Others welcome the change. 

21. Is it hard to make you laugh?

If you know my sense of humor, then no. I love laughing, so I’m not going to make it difficult.

20. Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?

Honestly, not a single one! I wouldn’t be able to call anyone if I didn’t have my cell phone.

19. What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?

I would wonder why he never mentioned it before… And think perhaps I don’t want to be involved with him anyway. Who hides the fact that they’re seeing someone?! Sketchy.

17. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?

I still have his copy of “All The President’s Men.” I prefer the movie. 

16. Describe yourself in one word.

Inarticulate

15. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?

I’m not really a hand-holder… so yes. A person would have to mean a lot to me in order for me to be willing to deal with the inevitable sweaty hands issue.